hi,
Hope you are doing good.
Probably this is would be your first time for you to get this kind of a mail. never mind its my 1st time to write the same. the thought i should never write this mail but then i could not stop myself.
I am writing this mail out of frustration/disappointment/"
2015 had been a great year... to be precise it has been a Roller Coaster ride 
. no normal life only Ups and downs , happiness and sadness , hope and disappointment , anger and peace,I had experienced all the emotions life can offer in a year itself.
I would like to thank you from my bottom of my heart to make me realize that life is more complex that i ever imagined.
I have learnt to be patient . now i wait very patiently in any traffic signal and you might have heard about bangalore traffic. all this patience I developed waiting for your messages/calls when you started ignoring me.
Thanks for teaching me patience.
I have learnt that humans are made of emotions. emotions is what keeps humans alive. and if someone says men are not emotional now i look straight in their eyes and tell them you are wrong.
Thanks for teaching me emotions
In way you have made me a better person.
Jealousy. Even this I am experiencing whenever one of my friend invites me to his/her marriage.
now i have learnt that nothing is permanent. when you are attaching to something we should make sure to detach from it also. Like for any startup company an exit strategy is necessary.
and having blind faith in something is stupidity you need to be very practical. Thanks for proving me wrong.
the next important thing i learnt is not to judge anyone or anyone at any point of time. This is an important lesson which i learnt. People are very unpredictable.
The next time I am going to trust someone I will take a step back and tell to myself that I don't do the second mistake. Trust has no relation with a person being good to you or bad to you.
These kind of valuable lessons no one else you teach me..
thanks a lot for all these
I still very vividly remember the last day I spoke to you. On 27th June 2015 evening. After the last text I had sent you. I just had mass of lump in my throat, with my hands and legs shaking, loosing all my senses and ability to think. Could not hear the anything except my own heartbeat and my lungs breathing. That moment I left I am a separated from whole entity and the whole world is against me.
That moment just took me 3 years back to my college days when my friend vasath told me " one day u will be in the same situation, you will then understand my pain" ... Those lines just resonated in my head and they still do.
First time i understood the meaning of being lonely. Being alone is not physically staying alone. Its when you have people around you but you still can't share your pain with anyone. Thanks for making me understand the meaning of the word lonely.
You can never try to forget something. You just need to keep yourself so busy in something else that you don't have time to even think about that something you want to forget.
I thought I would never mail/message you again but then thought I just need to let out everything may be this is a way. Let me not have any regrets of not doing something... I thought let me just let it out through this. No idea how far this will help. Bas kar liya.
World is not a fair place for everyone. There are certain points in life where the only option left just sit and watch and get screwed. Simply you can't do anything or nobody gonna listen to you. What has to happen will happen and you can't control any of that. All you can do is shut the fuck up. go get screwed.
There are few things in everyone's life which cannot be shared with anyone. Dark secrets. They just remain with you till the end. And thanks for giving me one such memory which I could not stop myself from revisiting everyday.
Wishing you a happy married life.
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Regards
Stranger
(for god sake's don't reply to this email. Parents say “not to talk with strangers”)
